Touched Deeply...

There is so much to tell,
Closed my eyes to feel, to smell,
The comfort listening to your voice,
Lay my head down to u're heartbeat..

Faith controls who to meet,
Turns of life,
Scarces made and healed,
Changed in so many wayz,
In expectations and needs..

Love, Care and Life are such a precious things,
Colourfull as every sunset,
We should cherish 4-ever,
Hold on to our beliefs, promises and trust,
Like never ending rings

Warmthed by these hands,
I can feel you oily touch...,
Smootly going up and down my back,
Loosing the tense

If I could only make 1 wish,
It would include you..
You have what i need,
Knowing what i missed..

Follow your heart to your destiny,
I can see your efforts,
U will be in my heart alwayzz,
Your love touched so deeply.


Locked out…

Dayz passing by... some so fast, some so slow
the difference so much or so little.. who knows
U've once told me there are words u could not tell
the good u could maybe share well
and the bad u could not share at all

There are so many words for u to tell
so many words i want to hear
to know.. and to remember or reconfirmed
I know a lot, but still there is this need
some words that quicken a heartbeat

My greatest fear is dissapointments
u know i can not bear
maybe another reason that i need to hear
start with sharing the good and the bad
i do not want only the fun but also the sad

I gave up on 4-ever some time ago
and i still can not say the 3 words in a row
I once though were so important to me
they still are but its hard to open up
if you locked me out




Winter hope..

The winter, not coming to an end
cold breezes untill trunks bend
The landscape turned black and white
as if..colours were erased at night

Walls build up, untill the sky
to protect being hurt
too many reasons
not knowing why

The need to share whatever..whenever
untill desperation overrules
for being alone
and still together

The spring, showing unstable gusts
empty promises
Flows of dissapointments
Finding its road to misplaced trusts

Awake but losing sight
struggling against losing heart
and fights..
fading into too many mights..

Sunsets will always be
Reminding me
Waiting with hope and tear
for infinite love and care


Go on…

Winterbreezes are blowing by
Cold.. freezing.. shivers..
Dark and dry

Longing for warmth and safety
Not knowing why...
Even after this while
I still feel like, a good cry

Our last time together..
It was this summer..
Still hoping.. believing.. in getting better

We were both there..
But our hearts were torn
Being hurt.. each in our own form

The pain has settled during this time
My heart took a while to lime
Believing in faith, that it wasn't mine

This time of the year..
Chrismas and Newyear are getting near
I would remember last year forever
I will never want to go through that pain again.. ever !

I promised a good friend I would go on.. this coming year
Not sheddering one tear

To make a fresh start
Put all this apart
And go on with a totally healed heart

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